still tired

It's been more than a month since the marathon and I'm wiped out still!! I want to run and not be weary like I used to run. I feel so heavy and running takes so much more effort than it used to. Running used to feel so free and fun. Now I just do it wake me up for the day. It's a chore and not as enjoyable as it used to be. I miss it.

Yoga has helped me relax a little. Brian has been gone most of the time and it takes so much work to clean, take care of the kids, and try to survive.

I'm spent!